hurt, all you ever knew was hurt
what about happiness?
where is your faith and determination?
i told you it was all a farce
you never cared did you?
you never cared if something would burn you

you knew your chest hurts at times
literally.
but now, they hurt all the time,
emotionally.

you don't want to take a break?
you crave for human touch and so you
appear promiscuous.
you are supposed to give her security
what the hell are you doing?

you cant expect to have comfort all
the time, you knew the heart could
be treacherous, you knew your control
wasnt that good under too much stress
cause you dont want to die,
you say it like you dont mind but you
do, you cared about death
you dont want to see him knocking
at your doorstep and the name he reads
out happens to be a name so familiar
you dont want to see it.