you want to know what's going on now?
since my mom stayed home
and she makes an effort to catch up,
she' slowly being brought into my life.

it's just that, all she has to do is to talk,
im starting to feel more alright about
leaving my door open,
i dont really care if she can see anymore
no i dont.

yes,
it's my fault, i know you feel weird when
you meet my friends. there's not a thing
i can do.. im not all powerful, i dont know
how to change an awkward situation..

that's why i dont pull you to meet my friends
anymore?

and as my mom gets closer,
i want you to get closer too.
im breaking the barrier. and i guess my mom's
pretty satisfied by it.
i dont know if you really wanna compare it that
way. i guess not...
but i hope, in the years to come, or hopefully,
the months, you'd ease up..

you ask me to relax.. but that's what
i want you to do... to relax and to forget
about trying to protect yourself
cause.. im trying my best to let people in,
and i hope you'd do the same.
i am opening my eyes, experiencing new stuff
and im sure recently you are too.
accept, just like how earth accepts life.

i hope for the best.
and im trying to be a better son,
a better bf, a better person.

and im changing my lifestyle alot.
for what? for the simple word; us