its quite a joke,
i have promised myself to not write here
ever again.

but then whenever i have stuff that i
very much wana voice out.
i think of this blog.

then let me tell you something,
it's not that i want to insist on you meeting me
it's not that i want to force to conform.

but, it's that i just want to see you.
then realise that on ordinary days,
i can let you have what you want.

i know, you arent feeling good too.
but when im sick and frustrated,
i get pretty unreasonable,
i hope you understand.

now you told me to wait.
and im still wating.
but you havent appeared.
this wait feels like it's been goin for eons
i want to runaway. but you dont seem to
want to follow.

i want to take you with me
may i?