Tuesday, April 10, 2007
When Chocolates Don't Help...Ever notice whenever you're pissed, chocolate helps?when you're feeling down, chocolate helps..but what happens when they don't help?seriously.. i'm feeling so down.. an i don't know why..something feels wrong.. i feel so emo-y..or at times.. so vulnerable..wondering if i always am making the right decisions,taking a bank shot through every thing i do in life..i don't know what i want and where my life was going..i never knew the consequences to my every actions til it happens..i don't ever think of correcting my mistakes..i don't ever regret anything i do..be it right or wrong, i was never wrong to me...although.. i have never let myself down, but i have disappointed others who cared,,i indulge in the worst of vices,spend my bright future on meaningless rubbish..do things that they don't like.,.so as long as they don't know..my flaws are many..my insecurities are large...i have no limits...or perhaps, never knew my limits..i try time and again to get myself killed..but god never seems to think it was my time..am i dead?does my existence serve any purpose at all?don't tell me i'm emo...don't ask me what's wrong....don't question my depressioin...don't lead me through my life...don't talk to me when i look pissed..cause i might piss you off...talk to me only when you're genuine..cause i can read you..don't lie to me.. i don't like pretentious people..hush~ there's nothing to argue about..nothing to worry about..you won't ever get to see this me...besides, no one reads these stuff...
thickening the mask and nourishing the devil@ {7:29 AM}
