Sunday, October 29, 2006
why do i feel like i wanna say something..yet, i know that i can never be able to..why do i know, that it can never be..yet i insist on trying...can somebody.. just beat me up and leave me to die?i can't afford to pay you.. but can you be kind enough to do so?this anger in me is filling too fast..i need to hold it til my exams are over and done with..when it's over i can relax and enjoy..drink til i die.. i know no one cares anymore..i'm a robot to you.. but my heart is made of flesh..can i take it? you pushed me away when you gave me your promise..just cause someone else sucks up to you..and made you think he was an angel..doesn't make him one..i ain't an angel i admit.. but i am not the freaking devil either..neither am i a machine nor do i have a non existant heart..yea.. rage is picking up.. i'm just an object to you right?just something for you to fill your time with..if that was the case.. why avoid me?talk to me.. show me that you don't care..why is it that you care yet you don't wanna talk..why act like i'm a stranger when you said we were best friends?whew~.. got all that out.. desmond ar..can you hurry.. so i can finally move on..i really wanna beat up all the arrogant bastards..they were the people who said"all sec 4 guys are hum ji"come on.. over exams are here..we can't afford to get barred from exams..don't worry.. after our exams, you'll see...one more insult on my friends and you're dead.. i swear to god..i'll show faris what it means to get the kick from a beating..he'll be the 1st one.. to test my fist's eyesight..i'm so sorry to say.. my fist, has no eyes...
thickening the mask and nourishing the devil@ {6:31 PM}
