Tuesday, October 24, 2006
i just hope you can read this.. though i know you won't...
maybe, by shear chance and coincedence..
a song by aviation.. this song, can only describe,
what i really have to tell you..
but will never have the chance to.. cause you never will allow..
You Were My Everything:
(speech)
This goes out to
someone who was once the most
important person in my life.
i didn't realise it at that time.
i can't forgive myself
for that way i treated you. so,
i don't expect you to either
it's just.. i don't even know..
just listen..
(rap)
you're the one that i want,
the one that i need,
the one that i gotta have just to succeed.
when first saw you,
i knew it was real.
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel.
that wasn't me,
let me show you the way,
i looked for the sun but it's raining today.
i remeber when i first looked into your eyes,
itwas like god was there
heaven in disguise..
i wore a disguise cause i didn't wanna get hurt
but i didn't know i made everything worse.
you told me we were crazy in love.
but you didn't care
when push came to shove.
if you love me as much as you said you did.
then you wouldn't hurt me like i ain't shit.
now you pushed me away
like you never even knew me
i loved you in my heart
really and truely.
i guessed you forgot all the time that we shared
when i would run my fingers through your hair.
late nights, just holding you in my arms.
i don't know how i could do you so wrong.
i really wanna show you
i really needa hold you.
i really wanna know you
like no one else could know you.
you're number 1 always in my heart.
and now i can't believe that our love's torn apart.
(chorus)
i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you cause,
i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you,
youwere my everything
and i really miss you x2
i knew you're gonna sit
and play this with your new man.
and then sit and laugh
as you're holding his hands.
the thought of that just shatters my heart.
it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart.
on times we was off i was scared to show you.
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you.
w/o you, everything seems strange,
your name is forever
planted in my brain..
damn it i'm insane.
take away the pain
take away the hurt
baby we can make it work.
what about when you
looked into my eyes
told me you loved me
as you would hug me?
i guess everything
you said was a lie.
i think about it it brings tears to my eyes.
now i'm not even a thought in your mind
i can see clearly my love is not blind.
(chorus)
(talking)
i just wished everything could've turned out different.
i had a special feeling about you.
i thought maybe you did too, you'd understand, but,
no matter what, you'll always be in my heart.
you'll always be my baby.
(rap)
our first day,
it seemed so magical..
i remember all the times that i had with you.
remember when you 1st came to my house,
you looked like an angel wearing that blouse..
we hit it off.
i knew it was real.
but now i can't take all the pain that i feel.
reach in your heart.
i know i'm still there.
i don't wanna hear that you no longer care.
remember the times,
remember when we kissed
i didn't think that you'd ever do me like this.
i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
i thought you'd be there for me this i confess.
you said you were my best friend
was that a lie?
now i'm nothing to you
you're with another guy.
i tried i tried i tried and i'm trying
now on the inside, it feels like i'm dying.
(chorus)
(talking)
and i do miss you
i just thought we were meant to be.
i guess now we'll never know.
the ponly thing i want is for you to be happy.
whether be it with me or without me.
i just want you to be happy..
thickening the mask and nourishing the devil@ {9:40 AM}
